stop raining!
went to giant hypermarket n it was super crowded..too bad today is a public holiday..next time i wun ever want to go out on pub. hol. n having to wait for so long at the counter le.. hmm..
this morning i was asking my mum if she wants to drive us back to penang for chinese new yr n shun bian visit my grandparents. i told my mum tt i strongly dun want to go back but my mum said that my grandpa wun be happy if we din go back since we are the eldest grandchildren n by right me n my bro shd go back n pay a visit to our ancestors.. the reason why i always dun want to go back is becos of my bro's sisters, which are my aunts. i have 3 aunts n just nice it becums san gu liu po which is true.. n they have many daughters.. each yr i go back they'll start to compare me with their daughters, in terms of appearance but not other aspects. i hate to be despised n being looked down at. i've tried so hard to prove myself that i'm better than all of them but in the end it's useless. n it reminds me of a song that was quite popular a few mths ago - mei li de ben nv ren. i may not be pretty but i'm confident that i'm cleverer than them. too bad those ppl only judge someone by its looks...haix. i must be stronger!!!